Monday, May 23, 2005 .
5/23/2005 11:27:00 am
going to the beach today at sentosa... hope i'll have a good time... bringing my bible there as well to spend time with Him... just need to unwind a little bit and not get so stressed up with all that had come... marcus is right... if He created the heaven and earth by breathing, the problems that i faced are nothing in God's eyes... i just gotta learn to trust and battle against the emotions that's in me.. to walk by faith and not feelings....
Sunday, May 22, 2005 .
5/22/2005 12:26:00 am
a busy week.... sick week... went to see a doctor and cost me $102! had to take blood test due to the on off fever thingy! miss my life where i could always just chill out at times and not get so stressful... but ya my life is to serve and be a good servant to God.. i know i may fail at times but i'm trying.... Lord, see my heart and may i grew stronger in You.. not to be weak in human's judgement but to seek the glory of Your kingdom... that's why i'm here... in SE.. ppl may not see it.. i hope they will somehow see what the purpose is.. we do fail but we're trying.... stretching part is always tough and Lord help all of us to overcome by Your strength and not our strength.... It's a tough journey but i know You'll help and You never fail even though we human beings do... thank You Lord for being merciful... and i got to learn to trust in Your unfailing and loving grace.... To have the total surrender... let the weak and broken come to You in total humility... give visions to ppl who cant see what lies ahead.... teach the proud and ignorant to be humble... to bow down to You Lord... seek first Your kingdom.... Let us soar up high and seek You... to know You more Lord... A loving father, counsellor, friend and lover......
Sunday, May 15, 2005 .
5/15/2005 11:05:00 am
hmmmm having fever on off since last week.... dont feel extremely weak but irritated fof the fact that my body feels hot and numb.... haiy gotta see a doctor soon.... but dont like lelz.... i find that doctors are monsters! they're giving us drugs! hee hee...... cause me to cancel my facial appt today... sob sob.... but i'll still be going for the flea mrkt later on if i dont feel so sick.... grrr actually yesterday i dont want to be prayed for cos after carrying so many ppl who kena slained i was already tired and i was trying to go forward and help cleared up the red blankets then john get me to go forward to receive prayers.... aiyo somemore i wearing my pretty purple skirt lelz... then ya lolz i also kena slained.... and it's the first time i was slained... i was trying to resist and when the guy prayed he just said:" o.k that's sweet" then fang fang go bye bye everybody and fell to the ground.... but it was a good session i must say... with God comforting me and affirming me... He didnt want me to do much but just cry to Him.... That's really sweet of God... Thank You papa! :)
Tuesday, May 10, 2005 .
5/10/2005 08:10:00 pm
haiy workload is so so heavy... colleague was crying the other day due to the massive work load.. my tables are piling with stuffs to do and stupid boss kept intercoming me to chase after my work..... cant really vent my anger or even release it.... if i do, how am i a good example to be a God's child in the work place.... luckily i have boy boy as my support too to help me..... always so nice and sweet to me... dont wanna take him for granted.... thank You God for giving me a wonderful guy in my life.... cant wait to plan my life ahead with you...:)
Sunday, May 08, 2005 .
5/08/2005 08:52:00 pm
arghhhh someone tell me why does weekend go by so fast and weekdays so slow.... someone should really implement a system wherby we only need to work two days and rest five days.... hur hur....
Monday, May 02, 2005 .
5/02/2005 12:32:00 am
hee had a great time today... went for ace and i was late for 5 min but then jessica started late so heng lolz.... had a chat with sue and jennifer initially about proposal after my ace and it was so funny... then saw maria after they left and talk a bit... cos waiting for john chiong.... then went for my facial and haiy my complexion getting worse... even my therpist say so and no choice lolz... bought a cleanser for nearly a hundred bucks...*faint* hope it helps.... then met up with my buddies eric and kelvin... so nice catching up with them and as usual they will shop with me and humour me with my not funny jokes.... ha ha!!!! got so excited when i went into the gucci shop... wanted to get a purple purse i really love but they dont have that anymore... never mind.... save money lolz... but it was cool... my weekend is just busy but fun.... and tomorrow is still holiday which makes me happie...happier thing is that ah boy coming back tonight so i'll be spending time with him tomorrow also! and ya God is good by giving us many many holidays! hahaha!!! :)