Friday, February 24, 2006 . 2/24/2006 08:53:00 am*hurst* i miss everyone in aussie!!! how i wish God can grant me a air tix to aussie so i can visit them and know where they study or work... and visit my krispy kreme stall... sob sob...
seems to be wasting away as i really have so little food yesterday and was like oh oh forget to eat more... i cant lose more weight if not i'm really gonna faint soon like last time... *hurst*
I really enjoy this period of time when i just feel so near to Him... like He's speaking to me every moment and at my lingo(which is quite funny)... like God will use lo, la, hee hee,etc... so funny! hai shi lao ba ni zhui hao(means Lord You're still the best.. in case ang moh you pop by my blog to see...)!! :)
Sunday, February 19, 2006 . 2/19/2006 09:56:00 pmPs arthur was really gifted in teaching.. can really see his heart for God... and it's true... we have to acknowledge our own iniquities and rely on God.. and it's really so amazing how God impacts our lives... who can fathom the depths of Your love... You are beautiful beyond description, Majesty enthroned above... it's just beautiful... and i really dont wanna forget how God has come into my life... i dont wanna be so hard-hearted but to submit my all to Him... He has made things beautiful in His timing... and i wanna cont to trust that... in every aspect of my life... i'm weak but He is strong... i will walk in Your ways..
Your love is deep
Your love is high
Your love is long
Youe love is wide
Your love is deeper than my view of grace
higher than this worldly place
longer than this road i travel
wider than the gap you fill
God is constantly showing me more of His passion for the lost ones and i really hope i could finish the commission He has for me.... His great commission... thank You Lord... let my life be a worship and sweet offering unto You.... hmmm i just find it so amazing how God works in our life.. i remember the time before me and jon were together.. there was once i was with jon, marcus and lili... and jon was sitting at the bus stop just beside lili after jac's wedding.. and i was just telling her i think i would be single for life and she was like you nvr know who God has for you and you might get married earlier than me... and i was like cant be lal cos no bf ma... then the cool part was the guy that He had for me was just rite at the bus stop....
i was a bit down like how God is gonna work through me and jon's marriage... something tat i wanna commit but cant as i know the timing is not here yet.. but God assured me a lot of times telling me He has made plans for our future... wait on Him... then i just gave up on the thought for marriage plan...
one of my friend then blessed me with love gift and told me tat God specifically get her to bless me this money for the wedding... and i was like so cool! then it made me ponder on my agenda or His... my timing or His... sometimes ppl can get so carried away with wat they want till we forget that God made plans even long ago... sorry Lord for the times i did not made a wise choice.... but i know You want me to learn something out of it and not despair... to sleep on the past and move ahead for Your agenda.. thank You Lord... :)
Thursday, February 16, 2006 . 2/16/2006 12:30:00 pmHad such a beautiful morning doing my QT yesterday... was lying down on my bed and just enjoying God's presence.. I heard the chirpping of the birds and i was just thinking how God had beautifully created them..
Auntie Rosie came to our cell to teach us on the book of Genesis... ohhh i like her!!! hee very gifted in so many ways... ps edwin and auntie rosie are my role models man!!! hee hee... but ya, as auntie rosie shared, i was like fasinated by the images that came up to my mind... how God so loved the people He created in His image and how He made all the creatures and everything and get Adam to name all of them.. sob sob God NI SHI AI WO MEN DE!!!!
Monday, February 13, 2006 . 2/13/2006 02:15:00 pmOh man had a long day on sunday morning till noon... very tired... but ya foundation class does help me to waken up a bit as it's like a "refresher" for me.. good thing was during noon i'm able to spend time with jon...
was reading the love languages of God and find it so amazing by the different ppl's way of receiving love... mine was gifts and i realise it when i was reading it and they were showing scenarios of how ppl receive their love language.. i rememebered recently that i was clearing up my wardrobe and then there was this pencil stand that my mum gave me when i was in sec 3... it was hello kitty and pink.. i wanted to throw it away cos i really dont like it.. i threw into my bin and when i was about to throw it away i realise i cant bear to... and haha my whole cupboard full of gifts and cards given by ppl and i have them all in one box.. hee hee... cant bear to use them.... i disturb jon and told him my love language and immediately he "gave" me a toilet roll!!! grrrrr... but it's funny though.... :)
Friday, February 10, 2006 . 2/10/2006 01:42:00 amhee hee today was quite fun... hang out with drey then went office to work.. was quite sian cos rachill n sue ann went off to church office.. lucky thing drey came for the rescue in the later part... but was also busy trying to clear things for the green grass that i'm helping glenn with... thank God tat he didnt gave me so much things to do... and that i can work in the office with the comfort of music, people and his face in the poster(yuke).... hee hee... really quite traumatising at times... hahaha... hmmmm his chinese seems to improve... even sue ann also... hee hee... then all the SE ppl soon wont be eating kantang... all will be eating tapioca... yeah!!! then i can accomplish my mandarin mission!!! hahaahha hmmmm maybe can have a chinese SE ministry... just kidding!!!! hee Lao Ba You dont think i'm serious yea... hee hee... (-_-)zzzzzzzzzzz
Wednesday, February 08, 2006 . 2/08/2006 12:33:00 amWah today had a long day... feeling so sleepy and tired... but really thank God that things are not so bad as wat i think... God has made a way for me... shown me so much in these few months... i can only stand amazed... so many things i need to learn and want to learn so i can reach to the Almighty... to know Him more... thats my goal for the years to come... :)
Friday, February 03, 2006 . 2/03/2006 11:21:00 amweeyeeeww!!! CNY has been crazy... had fun as well.. thanks to my boy who accompanied me and protect me from my evil cousins who kept wanting to play with me... grrr 1 of them is 18mths old and she kept trying to pull my hair and bent my specs while i tried to do mani n pedi for one of my cousins.. then another fat cousin kept wanting to play with me and she's really like a big fat rock.... but fun was that manage to talk a bit to those i like more... it's comforting... haha...
31st was boy and me 2 yrs... so many ppl remembered it even when i didnt say anything... hmmm... went al dente to have dinner... nice but ex though... went walking ard and talking... it was just nice...
gosh yesterday went MOS and the first 5min i'm already suffering from a bad headache... too much smoke and the lights were killing me... beforehand was already having a long day at work and things were just driving me a bit mad... then i was trying to organise and do some of my stuffs then this silly ger came up to me and ask wat i was doing... told her that i was doing my schedule for the month and she happily said ohh i tot u're writing down guy's number... i'm like (-_0)'"... even if i'm writing down guy's no, they all are pastor's number... hahaha unless she wanna call them up...
ohh ohh gotta go and grab my gold bag now... weeyeewwww... :)
Thank You Jesus for a lovely month! :)