Thursday, April 12, 2007 . 4/12/2007 08:11:00 pm

yawn so sleepy now... yeah i very happy... manage to get theno. of participants for glenn's workshop... God always nvr fail to answer my prayers.. hee hee.. cos i'm the apple of His eyes wo... but ya actually he only expected abt 60 ppl.. now we have coming to about 110 ppl.. God is great! Sing His praise! hmmmm ya and i'm very happy that God gave me a job i like and it was so amazing.. i was like telling God i hope to work for the jurong nail place as it's near my place and also convenient to go church. hee then so amazing my nail boss called me to go back and help her.. and she increase my pay too! and my nail teacher today just msg me to tell me she's processing my nail certs to me!! i'm a profesional nail artist liao!!! hmmm thinking of setting up another blog to display all my nail works... actually i did a lot liao but nvr take pics of them only... but all go through my angmoh consultant.. He nvr failed to encourage to tell me how to improve and how i'm improving... hee good lo when i work part time i can save money into my fang fang wedding fund liao... anyone wanna contribute to my fund???? hahahahahaha!!! yeah end of year my saluation will change to mrs hemsley liao.. hmm but does zhenfang hemsley sound funny? or maybe fangfang hemsley? hmmmmm... *scratch head*

Sunday, April 01, 2007 . 4/01/2007 12:48:00 am

feeling very exhausted recently... thank God for His providence... it's just amazing... i wanna do more for You Lord.... but it's not what i want but what You want... help me to see it in Your ways and allow me to really open up and not just say it without action.. give me Your patience and love.. that i will not be weary but to move on.. sometimes i find it hard to even move on... help me to focus on You and not to the left or right.. it's always tough for me to take communion... i am always remembered of how Jesus sacrificed for me and to drink the blood and eat His flesh.. it's not easy at all... but i'm really grateful Lord.. really thankful that You choose to die for me without regret but You choose to love me so much more..

Who am I?
That the Lord of all the earth,
Would care to know my name,
Would care to feel my hurt.
Who am I?
That the bright and morning star,
Would choose to light the way,
For my ever wandering heart.
Not because of who I am,
But because of what you've done.
Not because of what I've done,
But because of who you are.
I am a flower quickly fading,
Here today and gone tomorrow,
A wave tossed in the ocean,
A vapor in the wind.
Still you hear me when I'm calling,
Lord, you catch me when I'm falling,
And you've told me who I am.
I am yours.
I am yours.
Who am I?
That the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love
And watch me rise again.
Who am I?
That the voice that calmed the sea,
Would call out through the rain,
And calm the storm in me.